the floodgate of feelings:)

she looks at her reflection and starts to cry...what had happened to her all these years...?...what changed...? did she? or were it the people who forced her to change...?  It was only he who made it right for her...he was her warden...he was loyal to her...he never abused her...and never marred her...! She kneels down on the floor and starts weeping again...! She again ponders hard over what had altered over these 64 years. ..! ...and she realizes that...its not everyone who had changed...its just those some people who detest her and blame her everyday...its just those some people who are killing small parts of her everyday...its just those some people who would do anything to get rid of her...and the people who love her...its just those some people who are creating divisions ubiquitously...! She is crying for assistance ...she is searching for pity ...she is seeking for a revolution ...she is in quest for precision ...! i think by now you know who i am talking about.....

..."she says..'i love you'... 'i love you too darling' comes the reply... they hold hands...smile at each other...and walk in the sunset... happily ever after ..."  BUT THEN she wakes up...the mornings breaks...and so does her dream...:P...wakey wakey sweetheart...time for a REALITY CHECK!:D                            do you really think ALL happily ever after S lie in a guy??? uhh dont you find that a bit i dont knowww...ummm ..humdrum?? sue you DISNEY for making every girl believe that she has a dream prince waiting for her...! i mean Come on...wasnt love supposed to be RARE? and if happiness was found only in a LOVE life...where did money, youth,friendship,religion and experience go? if happily ever afterS occurred only in sunsets and moonlights... wouldn't there be a desperate need for a traffic time police in order to please every love couple who want their blissful ...

...i wake up amidst the ILLUMINATING darkness and hear a lot of clittar  clatter nearby...i hear a fry pan sizzling and a kettle simmering ...! the smell of hot toasts and omelets tingle my nose...and the aroma of chocolate pudding,suthar pheni, dates and kebabs evoke my taste buds! i shook my head in order to clear my mind about why the hell was this all  happening in the MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT !!! suddenly i hear my cell phones alarm ring and i realised...AHHHH i ts sehri time!:D finally Ramzan is here....:)...bringing along its usual scent, and the feeling of holiness which precipitately rushes through even the sin fullest person`s veins!:D...i love the way this month has the ability to wake up the spirits of so many muslims in the middle of the night just to eat a few bites:)...i love the way our school timings get so short that we are able to come home soon...i love the way everybody starts being so kind to each other...THAT THEY DONT fail to pass saccharine smiles even ...

sleep sweet my angel,sleep sweet get in those covers, and in your white bed... forget about everything to rest your insomniac head! sleep sweet my angel sleep sweet. and when you seal your eyes... escape from this world... go up above high and when you touch the velvet sky do bid goodbye to all evil, to all lies and darling please when you fall in your deep sleep... fall...with a happy state of mind! sleep sweet my angel,sleep sweet and when you start to deem forget about every misery you deem make sure you follow that silver beam because i am certain, that your final destiny will give you all you need but as you proceed... and suddenly remember me... who is left here crying about your finalty who is lost in the pages of your mortality who said she will love you...for eternity but you should know... that darling when  you see me weep dont for a second destroy your sweet sleep because there is someone else... whose love is full of divinity its the...

she still sees her reflection inside your eyes... its searching for all answers its searching for some life... as she lags behind in your shadows she tries to move on she staggers to proceed forward but the past keeps intruding in her dawns she lingers with all the memories they drift her away they get rid of all her worries... they save her from going astray and as the days go by... all she does is lie... for all the tears she cried... for all that happened ...once upon a time... she hopes for redemption she keeps watching for the stars she is surrounded by pretensions she keeps plunging in the dark confused within her own existence, she forgets where she belongs... all she recalls is the blooming rose, but she doesnt remember its thorns ...!

ummm...i don't know what little proof should i begin with...i don't even quite remember since when did i start believing in this clichéd saying! i guess i will start with what LITTLE i remember!:) do you remember that ONE KISS on snow whites lips by her prince charming that saved the day, or  that SMALL glass shoe that changed cindrellas life?... can u recall that TINY spider that made peter ( the spider man) a hero...and that DIMINUTIVE scar on harry`s head that made him famous..? how about that SMALL needle that pricked sleeping beauty...or that little sprinkle of pixie dust that helped tinker bell fly? ok...let get out of the fairy world and take a reality check! isnt it that one little abnormal cell that spreads cancer...? isnt it that thin needle which sews the big hole in your dress? ...how about that one little baby...which when born.,leaves the whole family smiling? that pinch of salt without which most edible items become inedible... or an eye pencil whi...

. we all love ice cream, we all love coke, we all love winters accompanied with fur coats...we like sun hats, we love pool parties, pizza, flowers, and smarties. Trends, perfumes, makeup and sports...some love skirts but some love shorts! And blah blah..Blah blah!;) this isn’t what I am here to talk about...today I am gonna talk about the ten most unusual and nay saying things I love love love about not just MY life...but LIFE:D 1) the f irst thing I love about life is the way how we awl are connected...how each life carries so many lifes with it...how if one life gets poignant, the other 5 acquainted life also become cheerless...the way one life celebrates and the other two joint with it also enjoy, the way one life pours out tears and the other 2 or any other numerical drown with them!:D This acquaintance is known as love, friendship, motherhood...but whatsoever u name it...its beautiful!:) 2) the second most thing I love about life is...( I warn u what I am gonna say is not liked...