the floodgate of feelings:)

...and staring at the blank screen, i think and think, wondering what to write about, wondering how to put it in words, wondering how to make it all seem real.. the circle i keep travelling in has no end, even when i finally gather up the courage to break it, i break myself first, what i want to write, may seem like a repetition of what i have always been writing, but then again that's just how it is, an evil circle, an unfathomable darkness, an untamed dream... and i realize, that today, finally, the day has come where my own words fail me...:)