Its not that i can't live without you, Its just that i dont want to...



It was September 22, 2010
Yet she still remembers...those frantic cries...those pleading prayers, those sleepless nights,those desperate apologies, and that sullen goodbye...
it happened more then a year back, but its still fresh, those never-ending tears, those regrets, the excruciating pain of parting, and the want to know more...to know what had really happened.


She still recalls those harsh words, those cold expressions and the frozen clock which took hours to tick away each second...!


She even remembered the nervous breakdowns, the comas, the constant trips to doctors trying to figure out what was wrong, when all along she knew her best cure.


But in spite of all the worries, the depression, the pain, the trauma...
something still stopped her from walking away...something still stopped her from letting it all go.



It was faith itself, 
faith in all those words he said, in all those memories they made, those times spent together those laughs they cheered...and the tears they shared...!


It was trust which stopped her, trust in all those promises, those sparkling eyes, those warm arms, when he held her close...


It was hope, that hope which she had seen in his friendship, in all his dreams, and the expression which displayed itself on his face everytime they had talked about the future...


It was the truth. that undeniable truth which she had gotten to see in his secrets, in his love, in his perfection...and the way he called out her name...


It was life itself, which stopped her from letting go;
life which she knew,
life which she found nowhere... but in him.


Its January 2012, tonight, and she smiles, she smiles on the very fact that she didn't let go, and held on tight, she is happy that he is by her side today, she is amazed at the way how her faith, and love and trust has been proven true.
and she wonders...
maybe...

fairy-tales do come true.


Comments

  1. amazingly written... nw m beginning to believe in fairy tales too...

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  2. Sooo awesome :)
    I love the title most!

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  3. Nice post! Some times miracles happen and fairy tales come true! :)

    www.thegirlatfirstavenue.com

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  4. your friend must be so damn lucky to have you as his friend... :) this piece of writing is worth-praisin:) loved each word of it :)

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  5. i am that lucky too:) that i have someone like him to lean on and trust:)

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