Hold On :)...


the pain still resides
i have tried pushing it aside
dont want to let it all out
but dont want to keep it inside

i m hoping it burns away...
leaving no stain on my profound state
what if in my heart it dies
leaving traces of those self-inflicting lies

oh what if pain digs its grave here?
what if i coudnt run anywhere?
when would i get rid of these fears?
my sacs are filled with these foreboding tears.

help me get rid of this uncertainity
would get killed by this insecurity
you have this superiority
which in my heart gives way to inferiority

what if theres no end
what if my heart never mends
why cant lifes rules be bent
maybe these pains were Godsent..!

maybe there always comes a time
when the sun doesnt shine
when life leaves us behind
when only memories leave us feeling divine

but what really matters
is that spark
that glows even if we shatter
its called hope
a very strong rope
it helps us let go of the past
makes us recognize that everyday wont be sunny
and when we are in the darkness of despair
it reminds us
that only in the black of night
we see the stars....!!!

Comments

  1. quartertoinsane7 September 2011 at 08:12

    nice expression

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  2. Miss H7 September 2011 at 08:22

    This really moved me - definitely my favourtie so far! :)

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  3. Kiran Ashraf7 September 2011 at 08:39

    only in the black of night
    we see the stars....!!!

    awesome verse :)

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  4. ateeq mughal7 September 2011 at 09:05

    hope......
    abbriviates:
    Hey All Possible Eh. :D
    just love how u express things, so deeply yet so passionately....
    and yes we shouldn't keep pains in our hearts they might dig their graves there.
    awesome post

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  5. Anonymous8 September 2011 at 11:52

    Wow! totally Wonderful!
    BTW I added you on my blogroll yesterday! :D

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  6. ..the floodgate of feelings..:]9 September 2011 at 04:37

    @ quarter stone, kiran ashraf, and hazel, and ateeq...thankyou sooo much:)

    @hafsa khwaja...:D wats a blogroll...send me its link:)

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  7. The Invisible9 September 2011 at 05:48

    Wonderful poem! :D
    Your poetry is always meaningful :) Keep it up!

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  8. Imad Khalid9 September 2011 at 08:07

    I love the way you start with all depressing and sad situations and then at the end tells the way out of all these :)

    Keep writing.

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  9. ..the floodgate of feelings..:]9 September 2011 at 14:17

    @ the invisible..inshaa Allah i will:)

    @imad khalid...yeah thats my motive...cux i knw...when bad times come...good rises up against it:)

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  10. äмän ♥10 September 2011 at 12:01

    OMG this is so awesome .. love it <3

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  11. the butterfly effect11 September 2011 at 00:46

    only the slightest hole lets a memory escape and it brings us the reminiscence of what was and along with that, it brings pain that marrs our being for what seems like eternity.

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